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My Poems Continued

Almost Lifeless What is my heart's desire? Do i wish to stay, watch and wallow in self-pity and solitude? Should i surrender to all the forces that are keen to absorb me? Am I to leave, without thinking to sustain, uncaring and absurd? Where am I to go and where do I belong? The old past is forgotten, this deserted path is uncertain, and what awaits me is completely questionable.. I've lost my sense of self, lost all that rightness in my head And I'm devoid of an emotion.. Tearless eyes and a speechless mouth What am I to say or do anymore? is there an objective, or even a reason? Lost more than I could ever forget Loved more than I could ever forgive The distance ever increasing Pleasure and pain ever so fulfilling Where am I? Am i already dead, is this how it feels? Where have I left my heart? I need it all back now, it's more than I've got My life, my virtue, my everything Always Knew Knew it all, my past and my future, & I can't not wonder, it's not