Sunday, December 16, 2012

Pro Found!

Incessantly obsessive to the point of no return
And tortured by the figments of my own imagination
Endless nightmares of slender pointed points that are pointy
Of pencils that reverently glide on smoothly on every surface my consciousness can dream about
And circles in my brain
Round and round
Circles so perfectly large
Encompassing all that I know
So gently and at the same time so haphazardly strewn about
I just want it to stop
Constantly restless in pursuit of all things unreachable
And so all the more alluring to my greedy mind
So obsessed
So consumed with the littlest of details
Fed up myself of my running around
Trying to escape from the scary side that I can't deny I have inside
I just want closure
Want to be clear
And in control
And tame this wild crazy mind of mine
Realising all my flaws altogether
I get one whiff of attention
And I'm consumed by it
Driven solely by it
Seriously wrong is something with me
I need to relax my brain
And learn to be sane again

Friday, December 07, 2012

Quotes continued!

If you rest, you rust.

Your conscience is the measure of the honesty of your selfishness.

The truth you speak has no past and no future. It is, and that's all it needs to be.

When life gives you lemonade, make lemons. Life will be all like ''Whaaat!''

Let ME become what I am, and then YOU and ME can consider becoming WE.

If it's important, you'll find a way. If it's not, you'll find an excuse.

Having been fucked is no excuse for being fucked up.

The WHYs are for the wanderers and the HOWs are for the wonderers.

All that you want and can be is all that you already are.

Problem is an overprotective father of his shy but frustrated daughter Solution who eventually breaks free from his clutches.

When you've come you've also gone from the place you've come from.

Force yourself to get what you like or else you'll be forced to like what you get.

Better prevent and prepare than repent and repair.

The only real mistake is the one from which we learn nothing.

Who you are is what you were, what you want to be and also most importantly what you never want to be. Knowing this with complete conviction is the secret to fearlessness and complete serenity.

The reward of a thing well done is to have done it.

When you say yes to others, make sure you are not saying no to yourself.

What good can one derive from understanding the world when one does not understand oneself.

The phrase seeing is believing lacks realism and so is flawed. In reality one needs to just believe to be able to see.

It's seemingly difficult to squash one's dreams but in actuality one's dreams are regularly and willingly forsaken for the sake of ease and resigned settlement.

The mind is not a vessel to be filled but a fire to be kindled.

See plus plus, before C++

My wife I
Love my wifi
In the middle of Shanghai
Where the birds they fly so very high
And there I sit and sigh
For my life seems to pass me by
In times like these all I want to do sit wail and cry
My life now seems dull and dry
Once in a blue moon dear wife do you even utter a hi
And I miss you so much, oh my
But you just think I'm content with the wifi
But my dear there's more to hear I won't lie
Even though you may not know the root of pi
I still love you I sometimes wonder why
But you are walking away, just breezing by
I can't stand it, yet again I cry
And so I shall willingly my brain in deep oil fry
And hope to slowly, painfully die
For to dream again of us together is too hard to even try