A love note to ideas
I worry about - - not having enough space for you - the available mindspace not being fertile enough for your nourishment. Like a middle aged Indian aunty fussing over a houseguest - the confines of my mind not being enough for you to be conjured with the sass and spontaneity they show in movies. No fiery a-HA! moment would be possible because of all my careful caution - not being open enough and rejecting you without reasoning You're just an idea who will - - pay only as much rent as would be the agreement - take up only so much space as per my consent - continue your tenancy for only as long as I want you around - stay conspicuously absent unless I bring you front and center to the living room of my head You're just an idea who could - - breathe new life into old, likely rusty, chains of thought - delicately or assertively rubbish old comfortable notions - change the way I feel about the morning sun - radically impact my sense of humour about life - fuck with my deep s